L'esprit de l'escalier

Went to school early this morning to take care of some documents, but unluckily, walang CI so had to postpone the entire thing. Accompanied Kisha and her friends to S&R instead, and first time ko makakita nung SB icecream. Afterwhich, went to MOA, met up with Gary. Then I purchased a ring for myself, kinukulit pa ko nung girl dun na couple ring daw kunin ko. Hindi makaintindi na single nga ako ugh. Had it inscribed with the Latin phrase “Memento Mori.”
Went up and purchased our tickets for the Avenger, then had lunch first at Jollibeehappy. Grabe, super dami ng tao, sale kasi eh. The movie was awesome, specially Robert Downey. Superb performance.
Movie ended and went to SB. Talked a little while and went on our way to window shop. Kakaiba kasi talagang binobother namin yung mga nagtitinda. Lol.
Started for home around 7:30. Arrived at Church around 8-ish for the praise and worship. Fun and inspiring talk. Now dead tired and about to sleep. Oh, and yes - I was thinking of her the whole day. :(

Tonight, went downstairs with mom and sis to purchase a shirt at the mall. Bought 4 shirts instead! Ugh, gotta stop spending too much. Oh and I saw this new store in City Walk 2 named Mental. The inside of the boutique was like a mini mental hospital and the product’s theme was a little bit psychotic. Even the attendant’s uniform was like the nurse’s but with really, as in really short skirt. *whistles And she’s cute. Haha! I purchased a shirt from them, like an IV with Nitroglycerin in it. And got a discount card too! :)

Then went outside Redbox because Dianne was waiting for her idols, Krissy and Ericka to come out. :O Left her there because I got tired of waiting na. So now, will charge phone a bit, then proceed reading GoT and the Slamdunk manga. 

I’m starting to miss you again. It’s been less than a week since I last had a glimpse of your comely visage. But I just can’t get past this longing I am experiencing. Seems like the feelings I have for you have grown so deep that it went past the borders of just simple infatuation. I know this is wrong, this is not to be, but what can I do? If I am to be branded as an outcast or a fool, I’d gladly take up that title just to let you know how I feel, how this heart of mine beats for your existence by my side.

I was in Eastwood earlier, well, since it’s already 1:33 am, yesterday morning when my mom called and asked me to go home to Parañaque. I immediately took the opportunity because one: I’m bored out of my wits and two: I remembered a promise I made to one friend to help in organizing a post grad party for her special someone. Arrived late in the afternoon and chatted with mother for awhile. Afterwards, went straight to the party. Nikko, the one who just graduated was really surprised with the party that was held in his name. Grad party was complete, even with a make shift toga and cap and the awards etc. Rented their village court. Ate lotsa food, had a mini program and well, had a blast. Went home before 10 pm. Here’s the photo of us: 

I got home and was syncing songs to my phone when kuya Gian texted me up. Their Prex had just adjourned for the day and he was inviting me to go with them. Told them the village gate was about to close and that there’s no way I can make it. I was surprised when he said that they were going to fetch me, so I hurriedly dressed up and again, was treated to a mina Pizza party in Yellowcab Pergola. After which, kuya Gian and kuya Eugene said that I should go with them to a drinking session somewhere in the village. Had no choice so I went with them. Again, I was in for another surprise because it was not just a drinking session per se, but a street party. Almost all the village guys were there plus those who were from adjoining villages. Met a lot of old folks, renewed friendships and had fun singing along to the videoke. (As usual, just the background singer -I’ve never experienced holding a mic and singing LOL). Made my leave around 1:30 because I never asked for permission and never said where I was going. Now, have to attend unfinished businesses. 

Yeah, going home was truly worth it.

My sister and I would be moving out tomorrow. We’d be staying at Eastwood for I dunno how long, more than a few months I think - because of several reasons. First would be her OJT at IBM which is also located nearby, and my EMT training in Cubao. I dunno how I would survive, as of now kasi no working net connection sa 29th floor. So I have to go down sa Eastwood Mall para makisagap ng wifi. Plus the people we’ll be leaving behind. Anobeyen. I’ll just be bringing a lot of books to keep me company. :( Oh and yeah, only things I’ve been looking forward to is the unlimited gym and swimming amenities. I need to tone and buff up. 

I just got home from a drinking session. No choice, friends went over and fetched me. :O Anyway, somebody brought a guitar and we were all singing oldies. It’s just sad, specially when they start singing a love song. Makes me realize how lonely a person could be when not in a relationship. Ugh. 

A close friend of mine suggested that idea - me, making a short story. And I started just last night. I still don’t know how it will fare, it’s like doing in on the spot. Since this is a first, I wouldn’t be expecting it to turn out grand or anything, would just be doing it for fun. Well, I’d be posting how the story starts, sort of a teaser. ;)

Love, they said, could make a person go crazy. They said that it would make anyone mad. But they also said it was worth it. That it was the most wonderful feeling. That you shouldn’t miss it for the world. 

I wouldn’t believe them at first. But then, she came and changed my perspective. No, she changed my whole life.