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23 years of age | RN EMT | Ordinary Muggle | Book Enthusiast | Dog lover | Chef in my own world | Techie | Anti Social | Geek | Future Flight Paramedic

To Future Girlfriend

You read that book and all you want to do is go outside and forget you have a job and take a sketch book and a journal and observe.
Kristen Stewart on Patti Smith’s “Just Kids” (via bookmania)



(via lulz-time)

Since the start of 2014 I have:

Gotten a new piercing.
Dyed my hair.
Ended a relationship.
Started a new relationship.
Been on a long car ride. 
Passed an exam.
Cried on someone’s shoulder.
Had a big fight with a boyfriend/girlfriend.
Received flowers.
Had a Valentine. 
Written a letter using pen and paper.
Gone to see a therapist.
Been prescribed medication by a doctor.
Read a really good book.
Gone to the zoo.
Spent too much money on unnecessary things.
Traveled by train.
Cried over someone.
Spent a day out in the sun getting a tan.
Slammed a door out of frustration.
Had an anxiety attack.
Had a BBQ.
Gone to the fair.
Gone bowling.
Seen a film at the cinema in 3D.
Gone on a date.
Helped someone home after they’d had too much to drink.
Stayed up all night.
Talked on the phone for over 2 hours.
Supported someone who’d received bad news. 
Watched some kind of live sporting event.
Read an entire book in one day.
Bought a DVD the day it was released.
Eaten McDonald’s more than four times in a single week.
Cried as a result of exam stress.
Met some incredible new people.
Fallen backwards off a chair. 
Broken my glasses
Cried over someone in my past.
Spent hours aimlessly browsing the internet. 
Thrown up.
Cried over a film.
Gone out of my way to avoid an ex-significant other.
Fought with someone in public.
Been in a relationship for a year or longer.

(via fuckyeahhayleywilliams)

I tried writing a personal post here a couple of times, but failing to do so. Much has happened since the last one - I just don’t know where to start, I guess. 

Well, I still am volunteering full time for the City’s rescue team. Still hoping for that slim chance to be hired. Unless you have a strong backer, you wouldn’t get into the local government’s ranks easily, I tell you.

Anyway, finally took the board exam for nurses this year, luck and prayers somehow got me through, thank God. Oh and also passed the employment interview and exams for the National Ambulance Company in Abu Dhabi, just waiting for the deployment instructions - praying I could fly out soon.

It has been one hell of a year, so many trials and yet here I am - fighting, hoping, weathering through. 


Clear your mind here

Whatever you want to do, do it now. There are only so many tomorrows.

Thank you sa trodat and power shears @niiinyaaa


Starring: Mercedes Benz SLK200 Carlsson
(by cnautofans)

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